Monday, December 28, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
A Christmas Past
Allen,
I was thinking about Christmas and the holidays and knowing that I was not going to be able to be with you exactly on Christmas. I wish that we could be together so I thought that if I wrote you a short letter and you read it on Christmas that we could kind of be together. I had such a good time with you and your family the other night when we decorated the tree together. It was so easy and fun and felt so right. I knew that when I do spend Christmas with your family that it will be so much fun and that I will love it because I will be sharing my Christmas with you.
I know that my Christmas will look something like this… we will wake up at whatever time we wake up. My parents get up early and put on Christmas music, start the coffee and the fire and wait for Lanier and I to walk downstairs. We will take turns opening gifts (stockings always first) and my mom will play Santa until Lanier and I take over. Lanier always takes a long time. I think because she wants to look like she has the most gifts. Then we sit around and talk and play and eat breakfast casserole. This year I know we will play with Maggie and stick bows to her and other things that she will hate but we will love. We will call my relatives and wish them a Merry Christmas and talk for a bit (thank them for gifts) and then eventually get ready to go over to Aunt Carolyn’s house. I don’t know if she will let me bring Maggie, I hope so. This is my favorite part of Christmas because it is so laid back. We usually laugh a lot and just enjoy the company. That night we might all go see a movie or might hang out with Kelly. And that is my Christmas. I cannot wait to share it will you!!
By this time I am going to be really ready for you to be on St. Simons and I will be hoping that you call me and send me a text message or two. I will defiantly be calling you.
I love you Allen and I am so grateful that God has blessed me with you. I am amazed at your love for me, your love for Gods word, your patience, your servant heart, your good looks and your talent. I hope that you know how much I am in love with you and how much I am waiting for us to be married. I can’t wait for us to be a team for the Lord, a team for each other and to be one. I am praying for you, your family and ya’lls time together. I know that they are so happy to share this holiday with you. I wish I could be there!!!
I love you,
Whitney
Christmas 2007
Things I am looking forward to...
There are some other Christmas things that I am looking forward too though!
- Celebrating Christmas for the first time with allen!
- being on st.simons island
- time off from work
- wrapping gifts
- giving others their newly wrapped gifts
- driving around at night to look at twinkley lights
- the amazing smell of our Christmas tree
- celebrating Christmas with the in-laws
- being with my own family
- making a gingerbread house with allen
- all the big movies that are coming out over the holidays
- baking for others and my family
There are so many other things that I am looking forward too. I can't wait to see my family (grandmother, cousins, sister etc) and having our usual fancy Christmas. I am going to love introducing allen to our Christmas in real life not in a letter or a phone call! I love the smell of the heat turned on in the morning as we wake up on Christmas morning and the laid back attidude my family has taken on Christmas morning. Drinking our coffee, opening stockings, telling stories and making breakfast!
What are some of your traditions?
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Don't know if i am gonna make it...
Did they all trade their usual cup of OJ for hot chocolate?
Hurry up Fridaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Christmas Magic
Friday, December 11, 2009
Kind words for Encouragment and blessings
I am at my desk trying to write and have so many thoughts and feelings in my mind/heart right. I know that I don't have time to write them all down or even explain them very well but I called a friend this morning on the way to work to just sound off some frustrations I was feeling. I don't think I really spoke to her, I think I spoke to Christ in her. I am forever thankful to Christ and to her. I am so happy that she is in my life and that she is allowing Christ to use her in an early morning phone call. I feel refreshed and I feel brand new. I don't know if that makes any sense but I know it does to the Lord and that is where it counts.
Last night Kelly came into town to hang out, be a friend, Christmas shop and throw down at the tacky Christmas sweater party allen and I are having this Saturday. I love her so much. She can brighten the room with her laugh and with her presence. No matter what comes our way I know that we will be friends and that God will continue to use each of us in our walks with Him.
I hope that this Christmas season you are overwhelmed with God's goodness. That the Christmas tree, and the parties, and the gifts don't get in the way of God. He gave us Jesus and that changed EVERYTHING! I know that I love hot chocolate and twinkly lights, decorations and "holiday" music but I am pushing myself to remember why I celebrate this season. All my students are reminding me that Christmas has become a tree and gifts. If people from other religions can get excited about Christmas because that means more parties and fun decorations then we are in danger of losing the true value of this celebration.
I want to be excited about God's gift to us...Christ. I want to be more in love with Him than with the tree in my home and the twinkly lights.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Decorations!
Monday, December 7, 2009
Falling short
Love YOU!
Thursday, December 3, 2009
I wanna go back...
Felt = happiness
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Flea Market Finds + dining room table
Monday, November 30, 2009
Happy Thanksgiving!!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Airplane food and brownies
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
Maggie's Mess
this morning i was laying in bed trying to convince myself to get up and start getting ready for work and I heard a strange noise. It sounded like maggie had somehow magically grown 6ft and gotten the paper towl roll off of its holder. I layed there wondering what it was and eventually forgot and snuggled with allen a little longer before i had to wake up.
WELL
i finally got up and noticed dark brown spots on our white bedroom rug, on the hardwood floor leading to the living room and spots all over the living room rug. Maggie had taken it upon herself to take my starbucks hot chocolate off the coffee table and drink it, roll it, chew up the cup.
When I looked at her she put her head down and parked herself in the corner of the bathroom. haha it was so funny even though i was so mad!
hey, maybe this will get me that shag rug i want! haha
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Looking for-ward to the weekend
I am sure this weekend will be the same. I am counting down the days until I pack my car and head HOME but I know that once I get there and unpack my bag, say hey to my family I will be thinking...." i wish allen was here. I miss him" So I am sure I will call him and tell him. I will probably tell him that all weekend long until I head back to Atlanta for Thanksgving with HIS family. A first. My first thanksgiving with him too. A first time to see how his family cooks their turkey, spends their holiday together, etc. We are bringing a few side items and his mom his cooking the bird. I am excited about Thanksgiving. I might have a few minor melt downs because I love tradition and I am going to miss my family. Having Thanksgiving a certain way for 26 years and then introducing change might be a little hard for me, but I am praying about it and thankful for a family so close by.
I have to add a list. Because I love lists. So really its more for me than anyone else:
What I am looking forward to this weekend:
Seeing my family
Having some thinking time on the long drive home
Seeing friends
Enjoying real sea food
Going to church
Shopping with my mom in Jacksonville
Smelling the salt air when I get on the causeway
Taking Maggie to the beach
Wearing flip flops
Exchanging cars with my mom so I can bring back dining room chairs
YAY!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
filled with fabric and spray paint
1. Spray paint a mirror that I bought at goodwill for 7 bucks
2. Finish painting the trim in the dining room so that i can ....hang curtains, hang art, move the piano in there.
3. Frame Fabric and put it in the kitchen as well as back my bread box with a fabric swatch.
All projects will be posted so get excited!!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Rock Star
JOY
Monday, November 16, 2009
I love Silvy
blue + blah
- i hate being bloated
- i hate when allen and i fail in communication with each other
- i am not the biggest fan of mondays
I am all around blue today. I am hoping in Christ and praying that I can remember who I am in Him and that He is all I need. You know those days where things just get under your skin. Where you feel like its easier to just feel hopeless than hope. In the small things and the big things. I am ready for a break. I am ready to go home this weekend to St. Simons Island. I am ready to be around my mom and dad and see the beach. Until then...
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Thanksgiving Last Year
15 days and counting
- Jesus. I love everything about him.
- My husband. I am falling more in love with Allen every day. I love his smile. I love the way he encourages me when I am discouraged. I love how he supports me in my walk with the Lord, in my relationships with my friends and family and decisions I make on a daily basis.
- My family. I love my mom and dad and lanier. I am so glad God chose them as my parents. I love my moms laugh, my dads new jersey heritage. My sisters generosity and hugs.
- My health. Working with 150 students on a daily basis I am so thankful that I have good health.
- My new family in atlanta. I am excited about spending Thanksgiving with the in-laws. I am looking forward to God stretching me and using me in this relationship.
- My job. I love teaching this year. I love my school.
- Maggie. She takes the stress out of my life. Her sweet brown eyes make my heart melt. When she curls up at my feet i feel so content.
- Our current residence. I am thankful for the roof over our heads. I love the neighborhood and the location. I love the history of this house.
- International travel: the memories I have, the amazing amazing people I believe God has introduced me too and helped me keep relationships with, that beauty that I have been able to see.
- Hot chocolate: what an amazing invention. Thank you native americans in south america.
- The mountains: always has been a place of peace for me
- Knowing how to knitt: kelly taught me for christmas one time. I am so happy that I know how to do this. Its a way to de stress and to also have fun during the winter months.
- Slippers: having hardwood floors encourages me to have slippers. That way when I climb into bed I don't bring the stuff on our floor with me.
- hand sanitizer: teaching middle school. enough said.
- having children in my life: my friends kids, the students I teach, little cousins. They can totally turn my day around and its the best to cuddle with a little one.
Monday, November 9, 2009
Cows + Kids
Then the student told me that he dared his cousin to suck a cows udder.
Gross was my reply.
Happy Monday!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Life just got easier
https://www.youvegotsupper.com/sample-menu.asp
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I like theseeeeeeee
Suddenly I find myself loving white. I think it looks romantic. I think it looks fresh. I think it is pretty. I think it is refreshing.
I am in love with these stripes. Where can i put them? I need to have them in our house.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
oh the things on my list!
Obsessed.
Obsessed about painting rooms. About picking out dining room tables and chairs. Obsessed about which type of dining room table I want. What chairs would match? Do I even want them to match? I dream about colors of paint. I dream about re-arranging. I am going crazy!
No matter where I have lived in life, it has always been important to me for that place to be welcoming. If that means keeping pictures of family up on bulletin boards in my dorm room then so be it. If it means decorating with curtains and candles in my apartment or creating a certain look with art and bedspreads then I would make it happen. Even in the little hotel room I lived in while studying in Italy, I tried to make it a place that I enjoyed being.
So here we are. I really like old homes. I like old homes even more if they have an imporant history to my husband. Here are a few things I love about this house:
I love that it is brick
I love the open lay out
I love that it has a basement
I love the location
I love the old tile in the bathrooms even if they are not my favorite colors
I love that we live in a young neighborhood with families
I love that it has so many memories for allen
I love that it is full of retro finds like an old can of saltines (minus the crackers) or coke bottles that say "bring back to refill"
I love the telephone nook in our hallway
I love the walk up attic
Things that frustrate me or that I wish I could change:
I dont like the crack in our ceiling in the living room
I don't like the old door handles
I wish that the house didn't have an old house smell sometimes
I wish that it was ours.
I want to paint the wood panneling.
I dont like the old light fixtures.
I wish that we did not have a tentant.
I wish that our washing machine worked.
I want to paint the dining room, the front bathroom, the guest room, the back porch, the hallway and the extra room.
I wish the closets were bigger
I know the list could go on forever on both sides. Things I love vs. things I struggle with.
I think that in order for me to keep my sanity I will just start writing them down on the chalkboard in the kitchen. Of course I will erase my rants when company comes over :) but I keep it inside and its too much. Also, I can tell Allen something that I want to fix or something that frustrates me but its my issue not his. So its easy for him to forget about while I still mull over it and get annoyed.
Sorry for my rant. I am struggling today with the house. I am also struggling with it not being in my control. WE don't own it. We don't know if we ever will. I am struggling in the balance of what part are we responsiable for and what part are his parents (the owners) responsible for? So i go back and forth between wanting to make it "ours" and wanting to just throw my hands up and say forget it.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
YAY for today!
- I had enough time in my morning commute to stop by a local coffee shop that I love and is super funky and has amazing coffee.
- No students today at work! Yippie!
- Lunch break today is 11-1pm. Usually it is 11:30-11:55
- I get to work out, look at paint samples for our bathroom and visit target during my loooooooooooong lunch break
- I am meeting a fun friend for coffee after work to catch up on life
- TBS has 3 full hours of The Office
- I get to relax at home with allen, the office and a home cooked meal!
Monday, November 2, 2009
Maggie says HI
Friday, October 30, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Things that have been making me happy recently
Here are a few things that have been making me happy recently:
- Making smores in our fireplace at night for desert
- Visiting old friends and sharing memories
- Working out
- Halloween approaching and yes, the Christmas decorations already out in stores
- Home cooked meals
- Visiting Auburn
- Twinkle lights in my bedroom
- cheese toast for breakfast
- Searching our basement and attic for cool retro finds
Monday, October 26, 2009
Nirvana
Thursday, October 22, 2009
twinkly lights
So last night I was in the bathroom taking off makeup, brushing my teeth and when I walked out this is what I saw.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
War Eagle!
My to do list for the weekend in the AU
I can't wait. Its only Tuesday and I am already making a to do list! yay!
- Eat at : The Pita pit, Taylors Bakery and Big Blue Bagel
- Buy an Auburn sweat shirt
- Take pictures of places that I have memories from (example: keller dorm, the hill, HDFS building etc)
- hanging out with friends
- walk around campus
I am sure it will get longer but I am really hopeful for a good weekend. I enjoyed God so much during my stay in auburn and I am looking forward to sharing that with Him again over the weekend.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Evidence
w-e-e-k-e-n-d
Thursday night we stayed with our good friends Willy and Laura. They live right by my school so on Friday Allen came by and brought me lunch. My day was immediately made better by 100%. Later in the afternoon he stopped by again with a hot chocolate in his hand and a few free hours to spend with me during my planning period. It was so much fun to have him at work with me. A little bit of Allen in my work world was such a blessing. Friday night we hung out with some pizza, salad, Dwight and Michael and a nice fire in the fire place. Saturday morning was awesome. I woke up freezing with the smell of the heat being turned on for the first time and then falling back asleep until around 11am. It can make such a difference to wake up and feel rested instead of just awake. After sleeping in we made it to a furniture salvage store in hopes of finding a dinning room table but came up empty handed. Back to craigslist I suppose. Lanier met us for lunch at a new tavern near our house and we enjoyed really good hamburgers. After lunch we shopped a little bit and visited a pumpkin patch. A hot chocolate and a purple dress later we arrived home ready to bake brownies and work on some home projects.
The brownies were amazing and the crafts projects brightened up my house. I will post pictures later on. Lanier left early that evening and we headed over to a friends house for a birthday party. Lots of chili, cake and little kids later we arrived home ready to call it a day. We took care of two little jack Russell’s for a friend and enjoyed staying at their beautiful 3 story home.
Sunday arrived early and went by too fast. I visited a thrift store in search of something to wear for my schools “decade day” and then came home and transformed our back porch from a storage area to a cozy breakfast nook/reading space. I would love to hang new curtains and paint the walls but as for now and our small budget I am so completely happy with the change! Allen made homemade chicken soup last night and we ate dinner out their with the radio on instead of a TV. It was so awesome. Every time I came into the room with another helping of Sister Schubert rolls I just got this big grin on my face.
I loved this weekend. I had so much fun with allen. I loved seeing my sister. I enjoyed being creative with our budget and making this house more of a home.
Friday, October 16, 2009
brrrrrrrrr
Tonight is supposed to be in the mid 40s’!!
I better start pulling out the winter clothes and figuring out what stays and what goes! Oh I hope it stays like this for a LONG time! I bought a really cute vintage Christmas decoration last night at TJ Max and I cannot wait to put it up!! I know I know its only October...but hey that means pumpkins and twinkly lights and fall foliage right?
Its so fun playing house. Its like a natural high or something!
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Things I am loving right now
- hot tea- usually i drink a cup of joe with lots of milk and sugar in the morning on the way to work. But lately or really ever since I was sick I have been only wanting hot tea. Not the lemony kind or fruity kind but basically earl grey or chamomile. I love the warmth and the lightness of tea. The taste of coffee is so distinct but with tea you can pick different flavors and spices.
- spray paint- spray paint can transform your house. Or really the items in your house. I have been spray painting pumpkins to add a lil festive color to our living room but my next task is to spray paint the metal stars we have outside our house. I am going for the color of turquoise. I think with the newly painted front door and brick that it will look fun and funky.
- an Esther bible study- a friend of mine asked me to join a women's bible study for the next couple of months. It has been awhile since I have committed myself to something like that and I am loving it. God is so amazing. His timing is so sweet and perfect. I love being around these women that are in so many different places. I am hoping that God will really transform us into his image even more during the next few months.
- sweet tarts- not your usual sweet tarts. You know the ones that make your mouth turn inside out. But the chewy ones that look like BB's. I keep some in my desk at work and they are a nice break from teaching sometimes.
- hot apple cider - oh it smells like fall and tastes like fall! Atlanta has been nothing but rain and cold the past week and a hot hot cup of apple cider makes it all worth it. I buy the kind at walmart.
- candles- any color. almost any smell. I feel like they bring an immediate sense of relaxation, coziness and richness to any room. And when you go to TJ max and target as much as I do, then you can usually find good sales.
- email- i used to email people all the time. I mean all the time. I might even go as far to say that I was addicted. But then i stopped. I guess I got busy and started texting. But really how much can you say over a text? I have re-found the greatness of email. Especially for those friends that live in different time zones or countries.
- holidays- thinking about the upcoming holidays like thanksgiving and Christmas. All the fun activies that accompany that time of year. Even thinking about what others might enjoy recieving as Christmas gifts. Thinking about the white twinkley lights, our first Christmas tree, hot chocolate and having to wear mittens when I am outside! The wrapping paper, the amazingly touching christmas carols...
So those are just a few little things. Last night I layed in bed and started to get really annoyed with our renter downstairs. Our bedroom is over half of his kitchen so when he cooks we smell it. When he puts his dishes away we hear it. When he wakes up and wants a midnight snack, the slamming of the cabinet doors wake me up. Not allen, he is out like a light but i wake up, lean over and reach for my ear plugs. Well once I started thinking about all that other things crept into my mind. It is so easy for me to go from slightly annoyed to a full on war with my thoughts. I hate that. Mid-thought, I realized what I was doing. I had to repent and ask for forgiveness. I realized I complain more than I want to. So today I decided that every time I complain or hear myself in my head complain that I would move the rubber band on my wrist to the opposite wrist to keep track. So far I have done well. We will see how the rest of the night goes!
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Thank you to Parks and Shirley Garrett!
I am soooooooooooo excited!! I have been looking at the space behind our front door (our only attempt at an entryway) and thinking that I just was not happy with it. A cousin of mine gave us this wood thing that we decided would fit nicely behind our door. It was convenient to us, a place to put our mail, car keys, sunglasses and even some of my necklaces. But the more I looked at it the more I disliked it.